The child/adult abuse that actor Attila has gone through and how it has effected his day to day life. A tell-all documentary where he talks about the abuse his parents put him through and each other, drug use, alcohol use, working as an actor/filmmaker, talking about aging, discussing his feelings about the Industry and brief thoughts about his life as an artist when it comes to writing, painting, sketching. As well as his time working in the adult video industry, and struggling with his sexuality.